Category Archives: Self

Kunzite

It’s awesome how angels and crystals work with me the past few days.

A few days earlier I was at my crystal supplier getting my usual stocks.

My supplier began crunching up the numbers and the amount went up to 60K plus, and I was thinking of buying just around 40k 😝😁 

But, I want all of them for my next batch. 

And then at the corner of my eye, I was eyeing a pink and light green crystal called Kunzite. 

It really caught my attention among others. 

So, i picked it up along with a selenite wand. 

But, seeing the amount, I slowly returned the Kunzite and told my supplier, ill get this next time for myself. 

My supplier smiled and said: “Sige, kunin mo na. Sayo na.” 

My eyes went wide and i said: “Realllly?😍😍😍” 

Supplier G said: Really. It seems like you really like it. The crystals will bless me too naman. Lahat tayo will be blesed.

I was so happy receiving it.

And my heart was jumping with joy. And earlier she already gifted me and my mom with a real turquoise since we travel a lot daw. Its for protection. β€οΈπŸ’• She is so sweet and an angel. πŸ’•β€οΈ

  
But, what is amazing to me aside from having it for free.. Was when I searched the meaning.. It was definetly the stone I am needing! 

   
 
Kunzite is the stone of emotions and a healing stone for heartache.

How perfect is that? Of all the stone it is kunzite! This is the first time i encountered Kunzite and its just amazing to see the meaning.

Also, notice when I searched for the meaning it is 444. and it means the angels are by my side and that they want the best for me and assisting me with theor awesome unconditional love and frequency.

The angels are telling me that I am loved.

Awwww so sweet of you God! Thanks for sending me these angel messages. 😘😘😘


Owl always love you

We had a total of 9 signs of owls for the day! Its bee and I. Huwaat does it mean?

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The owl is sacred to the Greek goddess of learning, Athena and is even depicted on some Greco-Roman currency as a symbol of status, intelligence and of course, wealth.

Quick Meanings: Wisdom, Transition, mystery, Messages, Intelligence, mysticism, Protection, Secrets…

Similarly, West African and Aboriginal Australian cultures viewed the owl as a messenger of secrets, kin to sorcerers, as well as companions to seers, mystics and medicine people.

Huwaaa Aussieee? *wink wink*

Open to receiveeee!


metamorphosis

i dreamed of a caterpillar growing bigger while it looks for a place to hang itself and become a cocoon. i was watching it the whole time and while it chose to spin itself there was some sort of interference but it was able to fulfill the cocoon. and i exclaimed: “wow! I’m witnessing metamorphosis!”

and then, i realized i was on a beach, it was a beach similar to hayahay… only different.. and on the beach side there was a table being set up, as different decorations mostly flowers on the table were being brought in. While, I was walking, a dog came up to me and curled beside my right feet and up to now, I can feel the fur. At first, I was the usual “scaredy cat”, I froze… but warmed up to it when I realized it was friendly and it won’t bite. And, I found out, I was actually in the middle of a wedding preparation. And I knew, it wasn’t me this time being wed… but I was a mere spectator. I began calling out names of childhood friends who did not make it to the event.

I did not know whose wedding it was, all I remembered I was telling everyone while admiring all the flowers and their different designs: “Wow, I want to learn how to become a florist….” while I was playing how it would be like if it were my business….

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SUMMARY:

I deduced the meanings to…. TA-DA:

I’m undergoing a certain transition and rapid change in my life, watching the caterpillar with glee, there was a challenge, but the caterpillar got helped out.. So, meaning, I’m stepping into a new phase or stage of my life. The Dog represents… protection and intuition guiding me at the “right” path (it was on my right leg). And I agree that this will really help me, move forward and be successful in my endeavors. The dog can be someone I’m meeting *hint hint*.

The beach and the wedding, were both consistent that there would be a merging of two minds.. and hearts? πŸ˜› my feminine and masculine side. My, being open to the whole thing during the dream.. just surprising myself.. and not being sad, and actually quiet happy with the flowers i’m seeing, is an indication for positive and enjoyable things to come. And that my issues in life… regarding commitment.. is now changing… πŸ™‚

and finally flowers mean: “kindness, compassion, gentleness, pleasure, beauty, and gain. It is also symbolic of perfection and spirituality. Your dream may be an expression of love, joy and happiness” Weeeee and: “if they are blooming, represent your hidden potential and latent talents.”

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Dream Meaning:

Metamorphosis: ToΒ see a metamorphosis take place in your dream denotes sudden and rapid changes in your personal life. The metamorphosis helps to draw attention to two different aspects of your life. If the metamorphosis is a smooth one, then it indicates some changes are necessary for you to adapt to a new situation.Β  (it was smooth naman eh..)

I tried caterpillar and here it is: And if you dream that you are changing into a butterfly, it means that you are very near to achieving the transformation in yourself that you desire.

 

For Dog:

To see a dog in your dream symbolizes intuition, loyalty, generosity, protection, and fidelity. The dream suggests that your strong values and good intentions will enable you to go forward in the world and bring you success. The dream dog may also represent someone in your life who exhibits these qualities. Alternatively, to see a dog in your dream indicates a skill that you may have ignored or forgotten.

BEACH:

To see the beach in your dream symbolizes the meeting between your two states of mind. Beaches in dreams, whatever their appearance or your actions during the dream, tend to be a very positive sign regarding your life.Β  Beaches suggest that there are going to be some extremely enjoyable times approaching.

WEDDING:

To see or attend a wedding in your dream symbolizes a new beginning or transition in your current life.A wedding reflects your issues about commitment and independence. If you dream that you are attending a wedding, consider how you feel at the wedding. If you are upset or sad, then it means that you are unhappy about the current status of your life. If you are happy, then you are embracing a new change in your life.

Flowers:

To see colorful flowers in your dream signify kindness, compassion, gentleness, pleasure, beauty, and gain. It is also symbolic of perfection and spirituality. Your dream may be an expression of love, joy and happiness. Alternatively, flowers in dream, especially if they are blooming, represent your hidden potential and latent talents.

 

Photo Source: http://www.myweddecorations.com

 


13

During the whole Liwanag World Festival….. it was 13 I see…. or sometimes 143. It helped re-assure me, that my day will go well. πŸ™‚


Watery Emotions

Last night, i was flipping channels on TV (which I rarely do), and saw this Filipino documentary which features the stingray and some sharks… and guess what… when i switched channels.. it’s a cartoon of stingrays and sharks on the next program!!!

I found that fishy… and thought it was a symbol… it didn’t come in three’s but I was curious enough to search:
Here you go for Stingrays:

Stingrays may be telling you to not overreact to your emotions, to calm down and wait before reacting.Β  Balance and restraint are strong themes of this totem animal. When it appears to you consider your actions carefully and allow your intuition to guide you rather than raw emotion. – Totem Wisdom

For Sharks:

  • Be active in life.
  • Attune to natural instinct.
  • Be propelled forward (do not regress) in your evolution.
  • Although surrounded by emotions, you need not be consumed by them.
  • Swim the path of least resistance in life, be efficient and direct in your navigations.Β Β  – What’s Your Sign

And both of these creatures, I deem to have negative connotations. But, now… looking at and perceiving what they actually symbolizes… I changed my mind. I’m super amazed with sharks…. πŸ˜‰

So, what’s the connection with them in my life?

It’s quiet perfect because it is dealing with my emotions… and it seems like it’s on the edge now… teetering…Β  it was right with the stingray… to not overreact with my emotions.. because I do that lately. So… it calls for me to balance and restrain…trust my intuition. πŸ™‚

and it is being supported by the shark telling me… to attune to my natural and ancient instinct .. and to swim the path of least resistance… and to master my emotions!!! πŸ™‚

Thanks for the snippets dear angels!!! πŸ™‚

 

Photo Source: Lexingtionthegreat


Moon Goddesses

 

It’s been 3 months now, that my menstruation happens during the Full Moon Cycle. I noticed it last May 2012. And it has been consistent until today. Then, I decided to go search the net and find out all about Moon Cycles and the Female’s Cycle.

It is said that all life forms have it’s season and cycles – cycle of birth, growth, death and renewal. And it is being mirrored in the progressive phases of the moon cycle.

I feel it is important to appreciate the rhythmic dance of our menstrual cycle and be in harmony, by understanding it.

I read that the natural cycle of women who live and sleep out in the open away from artificial light is to ovulate on the full moon and menstruate on the new moon. But this is not the case for most modern women whose natural rhythms are largely affected by artificial light.

Some women may menstruate on the crescent moon, some on the full moon, some on the waning moon, and others on the new moon. According to Dragontime by Luisa Francia, specific moon phase energies, when magnified by menstruation can be freed up and made available for use if we choose to work with them.

– Source: Cycle Harmony

So, definetly, I fall under the case of the modern women. πŸ™‚

For Full Moon:

The full moon represents fire, abundance, power and vitality. It’s time to claim one’s own power, make decisions, work changes, and bring something into being. The energy of full moon menstruation is outward, world-nourishing. Feasts and celebration go well with full moon bleeding. The transformational quality of the fire energy makes it an ideal time to learn to transform negative energies into positive ones: rage into creative action, belly cramps into sensuousness. Ishtar, the Red Goddess of Babylon is the guardian of this menstrual fire.

For info about New Moon, Crescent Moon and Waxing Moon please check: – Source: Cycle Harmony

When a woman bleeds with the full moon, this mode of cycling enhances inner expression, intuition and the development of the inner, spiritual life. – Moon Cycle

It’s kind of funny, how when I was younger, I hated having menstruation. I feel it kind of ruins my activity, and it makes me feel uncomfortable specially when one is camping and out to have long days. But lately, I am beginning to acknowledge the importance and is looking forward to it! (Also, it’s physical importance, as it cleans you. It’s funny, I also talk and thank my cycle for being there and cleaning me!)

Also found a resource about Female Energy Cycles and Women Archetypes that are present during menstruation… well it will have to be explained on my next post! Since, this is becoming a novel and not a snippet anymore! πŸ™‚

 


Smelling Vanilla

I have this dream where a vanilla candle was lighted and I began smelling vanilla…. This was like a few days ago.

And I can’t help but remember “smelling vanilla” in a dream.

So, as usual I began my search… and here is what I came up with:

To dream of smelling or tasting vanilla is a good omen. You will soon experience an exciting and pleasant encounter or event.

If you were aware of this pleasant taste or aroma in your dream, you can expect to have a gratifying invitation shortly

Wow! I wonder what exciting or pleasant encounter would that be….. mhmmmm….