Angel of Possibilities

Life has a way of surprising you without really surprising you.

I joined a series of seminar supposedly a trilogy. There’s FLEX, ALC and then LEAP.

I went through FLEX and ALC already. And last January, mom and I wanted to go for LEAP. and we signed up. but days went by, we felt like.. we don’t really need to go through LEAP at all. And soooo… our interest waned.

Meantime, I was all the more getting affected with what has been happening to our environment, the world… and particularly the place that I really love – DAVAO.

but, today of all days. the universe whipped it’s magic wand and as if it was out there knowing how it would end… which was us signing up once again for LEAP we met with other people who will be taking LEAP and they convinced us. or rather.. they ignited the spark that was there in the first place…

and so now, my dear angels… i could not resist not looking at all the POSSIBLE signs….

and tonight as i am writing down on my journal and on this… i am beginning to move with it. with LEAP 48. POSIBLE.

so dear angels… i’m gonna place my heart out unto you… let me be more open… trusting and be more loving.

i’m scared. i don’t like the unknown.

but.. i’m gonna surrender… and just say goodbye mind… hello.. heart!

The Nature Devas

it was raining hard the other night. I dismissed it as another one of those rains that would eventually stop leaving a cold wind and us having a wonderful sleep. But, the rain was not just it’s usual rain. It wasn’t just raining cats and dogs. I think it rained more than that because the drainage of most of the street’s water system was full and ta-da…. water was streaming in our porch.

and reached our doorstep. in fact it even flowed in our bathroom… leaving a puddle to our living room to the front door. we kind of panicked a bit. for the first time in 15 years…. this was the only time that it reached our doorstep. it usually floods but only at the gate. and our gate was a good few meters from our porch and our porch is pretty much elevated..

yesterday, i set up a sacred spot – altar at the back of my table… i placed a couch to give it a little privacy. my altar is not complete yet… and i went to my spot and asked the angels for intervention. i asked the nature devas…. which i noticed took up most of my altar (fairies).

and lo and behold it wasn’t a cause for panic anymore because the rain eventually died down and the water is streaming out of our house.

a few weeks ago… mom kept saying she wants us to move to a higher ground and she feels “dread” whenever she sees dark skies. and she says: “ahhh… i should listen. i really should listen”. those were here angels/higher self warning her. and now… we are in a quest to have a new home…….